Today I may have lost my best friend. I just experienced a four point nine magnitude earthquake and I think that is a good metaphor for today. You shook my world; throughout the last six years in all of the best possible ways and today in all of the worst. you have hurt me immensely throughout the last few months. It hurt for you to go from my travel companion, cookie dough tester, and someone who would wait an hour for me to walk from the car to the grocery store to someone who today could not look me in the eye. How did we get here and how do we get out? we built plans about our first apartment, that was going to be named Genesis, wedding cakes and voyages on sailing ships. I’m sorry I no longer fit into your plans but I will take the scenic route and forge my own path. I will stop to smell all of the roses. I will buy my own pots and pans. I will play scrabble by myself on New Years Eve. I think the worst part of it all is that I saw it coming. This was a train and I was tied to the tracks. I can’t make you believe in this relationship the way I do, and boy did I. People come into your life for a reason and are there a million reasons why you came into mine.